I CANNOT WAIT

I CANNOT WAIT I cannot wait to be 50 years old. Maybe 60. Or 70. I cannot wait to have my own rent free house, no matter how small and simple. I cannot wait to have my 19 year old dog by my feet, telling me with its eyes just how good it was when […]

THE 6 TYPES OF FRIENDS

 THE 6 TYPES OF FRIENDS (MY OPINION) Apart from family, friendship is also pretty important to me. Especially when you get to be friends with your family members then in my eyes you have won in life. Sadly, I am terribly lacking in both these sectors. This however, is not to say I do not […]

REASONS WHY I WANTED TO BE A MAN

I think the main reason I have always wanted to be a boy, a man, was because of my father. I will start by saying that he is definitely no saint and I lived in endless fear of him. I still do. Well, fear of his wrath but mostly of disappointing him. He once gave […]

ROOFTOP

ROOFTOP Up above the rooftop,  I am free, I could be anything, I could be a student travelling for an internship, I could be on vacation as a tourist, I could be just a friend visiting, I could simply be ‘one of our regular customers staying.’ On this little rooftop, I found peace and quiet, […]

MY EVERYDAY LIFE: DAY 3: BEN

MY EVERYDAY LIFE: DAY 3: BE After he said hi and smiled at me that day, we met again maybe once or twice during the first few weeks. I got back to seeing him as just another random guy in the hostel. And random he was, because we had not gotten to know each other […]

I DON’T WHAT I EXPECTED

I DON’T KNOW WHAT I EXPECTED I wish I was a musician, Then I could sing about this hurt, Or maybe an artist, In between the strokes and dubs and shades I would paint out the sorrow in my heart, But sadly I am none of that, I am nothing but a poet and all […]

LET’S NOT TALK ABOUT SEX

Can we not talk about sex?  For one full conversation at least? Can we just be friends? Without you staring at my lips and breasts? Are you only interested in me when I am undressed? Do you know I can do so much more than whisper moans and whine my waist? Do you know I […]